I swear to god I have not been this full of anger in a long time. I could punch a hole in the wall easily. But then I’d have to deal w/ fixing it. So much as gone wrong today, the pinnacle of which is that my secret file that I keep all my sensitive information in has become corrupted. Oh, that’s ok, I make occasional copies of it. No, those are corrupted, too. That’s ok, I actually have backup software backup my hard drive every single night. Nope, the copies of that file, and all it’s recent duplicates, are all corrupted on THAT drive, too! That’s ok, I’m SO FUCKING PARANOID that I have a THIRD DRIVE that I manually back up to periodically by drag-n-drop. No…… those files are corrupted TOO! The only common denominator is that I encrypt these files w/ encryption software. This file was fine a couple days ago, yet multiple copies that are MONTHS OLD are now corrupted, too, so it must be the encryption software corrupting the file upon decryption. What makes NO SENSE THOUGH is that I use this software on TWO computers, so what are the odds that BOTH copies of the software on TWO different computers are all of a sudden corrupting files while decrypting!?!?!? IT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE!
I’ve had 8 million other small things go wrong today too, but this is the worst. Dryer is not drying sheets properly so I have to do them one at a time which is taking FOUR times as long, I have to clean the house alone and company is due in days, family is not listening to me making me feel like I am in some kind of twilight zone where nobody can hear me, the house is a mess, I have no help, I’ve had no energy from stress (brother sick in hospital), browser froze up JUST as I paid for an item so now I have no receipt, pc won’t scandisk, the shirt I bookmarked online to buy is no longer available online OR in the store, and more.
I swear to god I’m glad I don’t own a gun.
I’m having alot of trouble wrapping my head around the fact that we can put a man on the MOON but a 12k text file can’t be fixed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!