Man…
Man… I have so much to say but can’t really say it. Too many people from reallife have found this blog. I can’t really open up and vent. The few who have found it, I don’t mind if they read it, those people are all ok (rf, jf, you guys can read this blog, I don’t mind). But because they found it, I know that others might, and it’s them whom I want to censor my words with.
I am having a rough week, and I can’t vent about it here. I started this blog so that I could journal online, in the “anonymity of the internet”… give others some voyeurism into another’s life. But now I feel like I can’t open up. I am so stressed out and I really need to vent. And this is only the beginning of a long week. I need to start another blog under a TOTALLY different name, a TOTALLY different domain, and not even host it at the same site. I need to start over 100% somewhere else. That way I can vent openly and not worry about certain people finding this blog and knowing my secret feelings.
But I love this blog. So I don’t wanna start over. 
Man, I don’t know what to do.