All Alone
All alone again. I work at home, so I get cabin fever most days. It’s hard to be focused on work when you work at home. There’s the fridge, the tv, the internet, podcasts, vidcasts (or whatever they’re called).
But lately M has had to go in to work at odd hours to implement or change stuff on a “box” here and there while traffic is low, i.e. crack of dawn, or in tonight’s case, 3am.
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He had to work late and then had to go to bed just after dinner. It’s about 1am now and he’ll get up at 1 or 2 to go in to work. Then of course tomorrow he’ll be tired, so I won’t see much of him tomorrow after work either.
I hate being alone.
I mean, I’m ok being alone. Alot of people can’t stand being alone. I’m ok with it. But, it’s no fun when all day long I sit at this computer (or in front of that tv) with just the pug, and then all night long I get to do the SAME THING, with nobody to talk to or make me laugh.
M makes me laugh my ass off. I can’t imagine being in a relationship w/ someone who doesn’t make me laugh my ASS off in hysterics on a regular basis.
*sigh*
I have work to do on websites, but I’m unmovitaved. One client blows me off for 8 days at time, ignoring my attempts at contact, never explains himself, and then emails me a huge to-do list.
The other client is totally clueless, and that’s ok, that’s why they hired me. But even after I explain, they say things to me that make it clear to me that they didn’t even READ my email.
I’m losing my mind, and THIS is why I want out of web design. I LOVE web design, but I hate doing it for other people. By the very nature of the fact that they had to hire me (as opposed to doing the site themselves) means that they are not tach-savvy enough to understand things even when I explain it to them, and ESPECIALLY when they just plain don’t read the email.
Oh well. I’m babbling.
What I really need to do is get my invoices printed and sent out, that’ll give me some incentive. But the only computer that Pagemaker will work on now is the old ’98 laptop that is falling apart. (Yeah yeah I know, get InDesign. But I can’t justify the $700 just yet though!)
I’ve got to be more focused tomorrow. The faster I get sh*t done, the sooner I’ll get paid.