Feeling down.
I’ve had a lot on my mind, and then while at lunch today w/ my mom I just started crying and didn’t know why. But of course I know why, I just have a lot on my mind. Nothing terrible, well, -
My 19.5 year old cat is sick and not doing well. My mom has a bas1l ce11 sk1n cancer to get taken off and I am worried. We bought a house can can’t move or get this house fixed up cuz it’s too much work and I’m exhausted all the time and M. is overworked and tired. I feel alone- I’m alone all day and alot of times I am or just feel alone at night, like when M. has to go to bed early cuz he has to go to work at 4am, or when he’s tired and comes home to “nap” but I don’t see him again until 1am, or when he is home and awake but so into surfing or programming he seems annoyed if I talk to him. Yes, M., I know you read this, sorry. I just need to vent.
I’m finding sketching to be very theraputic. As I said before, I set up an art blog, and I’d love for people to check it out. “I don’t claim to be good, I just claim to be trying.” I found some older sketches from 1998 and have scanned them all in and posted some of them… also posting current sketches from my moleskine… and working on new stuff. Click here to see art blog.