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I found this great video podcasts (thanks to Dolphbucs on the TWiT forums for recommending it), called “Cult of UHF“- you can get it off iTunes, too.  It has like, “old Saturday afternoon movies”.  Watch it free online or on your video iPod.

This past weekend I continued to feel down, mostly on Saturday. I kept crying again. I’m sad over my cat, worried about my mom’s skin cancer, worried about moving (or not moving, for that matter). We were supposed to go out w/ friends Saturday night but all I did on Saturday was cry, so I stayed home but sent M. out to go have fun w/ the group. I felt better by Sunday and today (Monday) I feel ok. I’m still worried, but not feeling emotionally sad like I was.

I’ve been doing a lot of work on my art blog. I just hacked apart a purple Moleskine and put sketch paper inside, check it out.

I’ve had a lot on my mind, and then while at lunch today w/ my mom I just started crying and didn’t know why.  But of course I know why, I just have a lot on my mind.  Nothing terrible, well, -

My 19.5 year old cat is sick and not doing well.  My mom has a bas1l ce11 sk1n cancer to get taken off and I am worried.  We bought a house can can’t move or get this house fixed up cuz it’s too much work and I’m exhausted all the time and M. is overworked and tired.  I feel alone- I’m alone all day and alot of times I am or just feel alone at night, like when M. has to go to bed early cuz he has to go to work at 4am, or when he’s tired and comes home to “nap” but I don’t see him again until 1am, or when he is home and awake but so into surfing or programming he seems annoyed if I talk to him.  Yes, M., I know you read this, sorry.  I just need to vent.

I’m finding sketching to be very theraputic.  As I said before, I set up an art blog, and I’d love for people to check it out.  “I don’t claim to be good, I just claim to be trying.”  I found some older sketches from 1998 and have scanned them all in and posted some of them… also posting current sketches from my moleskine… and working on new stuff. Click here to see art blog.