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I once had a dream that I got a jeep, painted it bright gecko green, got big offset tires, and painted a gecko on the side of it. Well yesterday I saw a jeep just like in my dream, and as I passed it, it had a GECKO on the side of it, small, just in front of the door! HOW ODD IS THAT!?

Here are two camera phone pix I took of it yesterday: ..::ONE::.. ..::TWO::..

Whoa. I just woke up from the most FREAKY F*CKED UP VIVID STRANGE nap/dream experience!

I didn’t feel good earlier when we went out for dinner, nausious, then gurgling gut, then headache, then more digestive problems. So I came home, took two aspirin and went to bed for a “nap”.

I had such strange bizarre vivid dreams, like nothing I ever had. Only a few dream exeriences in my life have ever stood out and this will probably be one of them. I can’t begin to write all that was in it. Real people, ficticious people, dead people… death, horror, perverted sex, embarassment, fear, video-game-like graphics, epic-movie-like characters and scenes. Fish ‘n chips, garlic bread, white chocolate reeses cups. Time travel, priests in undershirts, christmas, halloween, old friends, people from tv. Mystery death and disappearance. I saw her but she was not dead this time, but she was drunk. I don’t like to think of her as drunk. So then I went to the drug store for some candy and when I got back she was not drunk and never had been and was so beautiful. He wasn’t dead either, and he got mom the most beautiful christmas tree. Z kitty wasn’t dead either, and he’s been in alot of my dreams lately.

Then when I woke up I laid there with my eyes closed and I could see these insane patterns like when you smush your eyeballs with your hands. Circles intertwines, spinning, patterns, crazy.

I thought maybe the restaurant put lsd in the food. Even after I got up I saw things moving that weren’t.

At some point early in my nap M came in to see if I was alright and I said “What’s cooking?” cuz I thought I smelled the stove on and he said “no it’s insence”. Later I found it was Nag Champa from the Indian grocery store. I wondered out loud if that had anything to do w/ my crazy dreams since it’s such a special, traditional incense. So then I got online and sure enough, some websites say that nag champa does cause “vivid dreams”. Weird!

I keep having weird dreams. Lately they have been long, drawn out, very involved dreams. Dreams about alternate universes, dreams about people, restaurants, places. I keep dreaming about my brother who died a year ago January. My whole life I keep having dreams about my childhood home. I’m kind-of obsessed w/ my childhood home. But it seems I’m not the only one.

I had a talk w/ a girlfriend and she’s the same way. Thinks about it, dreams about it, visits it when she can.

I had another dream about that house again last night. Nothing worth putting into words, but the dreams are SO real.

I bought The Sims 2 and so far, 90% of the time that game is loaded, I’m just re-building homes in build mode: my childhome, my current home, etc.

Homes are important I guess, I mean, the houses, they house our lives. Idunno… my dreams are weird.