There’s something…. depressing? … about being home doing nothing for days. I mean… before the hurricane it was run around doing everything to get ready for the storm but because you are SO busy you don’t take the time to do fun things or nice things, like go for sushi or go to shop just for fun. It’s all chores. Then you sit home and wait and do nothing but watch the weather channel. Like, yesterday before the storm I went into town to get a “last hot meal” figuring we’d have no power after the storm*. But all the restaurants and fast food places were closed. The grocery stores were open, but there was no way to get a restaurant meal or anything. The days before the storm are not fun-shopping days, it’s all get extra prescriptions, get water, get canned food, get candles, batteries and all that stuff, and ALSO make a mental list in your head of all that you will be taking in the car if you decide to evacuate.
So now, after several days of worrying and preparing and a good day of hurricane stress, it’s like…. depressing. I can’t explain it. It’s like… that feeling after company leaves. Like you are lonely cuz you haven’t done anything fun in a while.
Tonight M and I played “We Love Katamari” on the Playstation2 and that was fun. We still have no cable modem so I’m on dialup so I can’t do that much online without pulling my hair out. I really should read a book, or just go to bed “early” (it’s 1:36am now) like “normal” people.
Idunno. It’s like, I can’t wait for tomorrow. I’m going to check out the new super-target that just opened up the new expanded side along w/ one of the three starbucks in that shopping center. Then I’ll go to GameStop and pre-order some DS games. Then I’ll go to SOME open restaurant and get a yummy meal. If possible I’m getting SUSHI which I have not had in a while.
I don’t know why, I just feel like I can’t wait for this town and life to get back to “normal”.
*Boy were we lucky. We have power, the neighborhood across the lake does, but tonight we discovered that the neigbhborhood on the other side of the main road does NOT have power.